On Ex Boyfriends, Loving Myself More and The Start of a New Year

First of all, I’m back. I’m actually back on working on my blog and I couldn’t be more happy.

The past few months have been crazy, stressful but also kind of wonderful. School, exams and an internship that has been hell have taken up all of my time. On top of that, my boyfriend – who I’ve spent 9 years and a half with – has left me. I honestly thought I’d never get over it, but as time has passed, I’ve realized it’s probably for the best.

Thanks to some of my best friends and my family, I’ve been able to get trough this mess. Although, other people have greatly disappointed me. At least I now know who my real friends really are.

However, all this drama has brought me a lot of happiness too. I’ve come to the point where I discovered my own beautiful self again. I honestly care less of what others think of me and I feel FREE. This break-up brought me a lot of tears, but also leaded me to seeing friends I hadn’t seen in a really long time. I actually started taking care of myself again and I had FUN. I still have fun. I feel my creativity has returned, I read a lot and music has helped me so much.

And I started a new Bullet Journal. And this year, the theme is self-love, self-care and self-acceptance. I’m gonna go for ME now. This year will be about collection beautiful memories. It’ll be the start of a beautiful new beginning.


2019 Cover Page

Future Log

Collections

Thanks for reading my story, and I hope you like the first pages of my brand new Bullet Journal.

Photo Memory Pages

January Cover Page

January Monthly Grid

January Monthly Log + Habit Tracker

Lots of love ❤︎

Marieke

2 Comments

  1. December 31, 2018 / 12:13 am

    Your bullet journal is absolutely beautiful I love it and your theme of self love!! Keep it up you are such a strong human for being able to go through something so heartbreaking and still be shining!

    • December 31, 2018 / 12:25 am

      Thank you so much for your kind comment, Zara! ❤️ It means a lot to me. I just checked out your blog and it looks great. Can’t wait to see more posts 🙂

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